Julia Roberts’ sister Nancy Motes’ suicide word revealed

‘My so-called “siblings” get nothing besides the reminiscence that they are those who drove me into the deepest despair I’ve ever been in’: EXCLUSIVE – Julia Roberts’ sister’s bitter suicide word revealed

• Julia Roberts’ sister Nancy Motes dedicated suicide on February 9. She was 37 years outdated
  
• In her suicide word to her fiance John Dilbeck, she locations the blame for her despair squarely on the shoulders of her celebrity step-sister
• ‘I’ve suffered through this illness all my life,’ she wrote, ‘nonetheless It has by no means been this unhealthy’
  
• The letter has three sections; one addressed to John, one other to her mom Betty and Roberts, and a 3rd addressed to ‘everybody’

By Daniel Bates and Martin Dryan

Printed: 15:38 GMT, 1 July 2014 | Up to date: 10:09 GMT, 2 July 2014

Julia Roberts’ half sister claimed in her suicide word that the actress was so merciless that she ‘drove me into the deepest despair I’ve ever been in’.

MailOnline can reveal that in her closing phrases Nancy Motes described the Oscar-winning star as a ‘so-called sibling’ who ought to get nothing if she died – besides the reminiscence that she pushed her over the sting.

Within the emotional, handwritten word, Nancy stated that Roberts’ abuse had been so unhealthy that ‘I burst into tears as a result of I get up’.

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Nancy died of a drug overdose overdose on February 9  on the age of 37. Her dying was dominated a suicide.

The previous manufacturing assistant on the TV present Glee drowned in a shower surrounded by a mix of nonprescription and prescription drugs, in keeping with the Los Angeles County Coroner.

Her fiance John Dilbeck and his household are actually engaged in a bitter authorized battle with Fairly Girl star Roberts and her mom Betty for management of Nancy’s property.

John and his brother Conner say the battle is the most recent instance of how Roberts tried to control Nancy’s life and management all the pieces.

On the heart of the row is a suicide word which was discovered on the scene of Nancy’s dying – which may now be revealed for the primary time.

Within the word Nancy begins by saying that ‘if something occurs to me’ then John will get ‘no matter he desires of my possessions’ together with their canine Lucy.

She writes: ‘My mom and so-called ‘siblings’ get nothing besides the reminiscence that they’re those that drove me into the deepest despair I’ve ever been in.

‘I’ve suffered through this illness all my life, nonetheless It has by no means been this unhealthy.

‘I burst into tears each morning b/c (as a result of) I awakened.’

The word was filed courtroom papers in relation to probate of Nancy’s property.

It has three sections; one addressed to John, one other to her mom Betty and Roberts, and a 3rd addressed to ‘everybody’.

Nonetheless below California legislation the Los Angeles County Coroner is just obliged to offer the pages to the particular person to whom they’re addressed.

Betty and Roberts, 46, haven’t added their letters to the courtroom file, so they continue to be personal.

Within the part of the word addressed to John, which is within the file, Nancy praises him as her ‘one real love’ and tells him she is unworthy of his affections.

She begs his forgiveness and says she is ‘nothing however a junky’ – who will probably be ‘higher off w/out (with out) me’.

Nancy writes: ‘I do know it will impact you probably the most and & I can’t apologize sufficient.

‘I used to be actually blessed & fortunate to have you ever as my real love and greatest pal. I’ll carry you with me perpetually.’

Her closing phrases are: ‘And I’m so sorry’. 

The suicide word displays the sick feeling that Nancy had in direction of Roberts which she expressed in a variety of Tweets earlier than she died.

In a single she stated: ‘Simply so that you all know, America’s Sweetheart is a b*****’

One other learn: ‘Do you need to be a fan of somebody so merciless? She’s not even that good of an actress. Blissful you completely f***** me’.

A 3rd offended Tweet learn: ‘(M)y circle of relatives has deserted me’.

Motes, initially from Georgia, was the daughter of Roberts’ mom, Betty, 79, and her former stepfather, Michael Motes, 69.

Final month Roberts and Betty each attended the service to bury Nancy in Smyrna, Georgia.

Stories of what occurred are contradictory, with one journal reporting that Roberts was ‘very well mannered and type’ throughout the ceremony, which was attended by household and buddies.

Nonetheless RadarOnline reported that mourners have been surprised by her ‘weird eulogy’.

Roberts supposedly stated: ‘ Nancy’s…Gone and never coming again’, in keeping with a supply.

The supply added: ‘Julia stated that, as her sister, she simply needed to ‘wring’ her neck as a result of she didn’t wait to see the enjoyment that comes with the morning.’

Nancy’s relationship along with her mom and Roberts had lengthy been rocky however fell aside final yr after she bought a narrative to a newspaper about how her well-known sister used to tease her about her weight.

In accordance with RadarOnline, texts apparently despatched between Roberts and Nancy in November of  final yr referring to their mom’s breast most cancers battle underscore simply how unhealthy issues had develop into.

One from Roberts reads: ‘In the event you plan on seeing Mother within the subsequent 2 weeks it’s best to go within the subsequent hour. Thanks.’

Nancy replied: ‘We’re heading to see her now. Thanks’.

In a chilly reply, Roberts wrote: ‘Please be passed by 3:30.’

Simply over per week later issues grew to become tense when Roberts despatched her a message making an attempt to take management of when Nancy would go to.

Her message learn: ‘We’ll textual content you when Mother’s surgical procedure is scheduled’.

Nancy replied: ‘Mother requested me to return to the hospital. I’m coming.’

However Roberts insisted: ‘She is asleep. She has to get an x ray and isn’t even admitted to the hospital but. She is just allowed 1 particular person along with her.’

The texts have been from a preview of a documentary referred to as Now That I Have Your Consideration, which is about Nancy’s video diaries.

It was uploaded to YouTube however has now been taken down.